hello guys, how's everything? i know it's been soooooooo long...i even forgot how to update this thing and it took me quite a while to figure out hehe..sorry i dissappointed all of u daily readers.lol i should've updated more often, but at least i'm doing it now. Although I’m quite sure that nobody’s checking my blog these dayz, i'm gonna write anyway...caz i miss you guys so much at this moment. or i've been missing you guys ever since i left but i was just forgetting as the days passed so quickly and as i got a new life here, and time just flied so fast without giving me enough time to think.
So um, anyways…hi, it’s me, hyokyung. I’m doing fine in korea. I’m a junior now ALREADY haha…(well actually I’m in soph year here in korea caz school starts in march….) but um,, I’m going to be a junior in march, which is going to come pretty soon riiiite? Hehe..well, I don’t know why that’s important, I just wanted to point out that I now grew older(kina) and I don’t see why becoming old is good but um…yeah..anyways.haha….boy, writing in english is quite a challenge for me now. I feel so retarded but I’m still going to try…hehe. So if anyone’s reading this, don’t stop because of my crappy writing^^ it’s not my fault that my english is getting worse,,,,
These days I’m beginning to take piano lessons again, and I’m now playing jazz piano instead of classical music(which I didn’t like too much), and I’m lovin it..and um, oh yea, I became a HUGE fan of this Korean singer, Tim. I don’t know if any of u Korean folks have heard of him, but um…he’s such a great singer! He’s the one who sang Sahrang Hahmnida. Tim was born and raised in Philadelphia and he’s a stronger believer of God(his dad is a pastor in Upper Darby) He’s so nice and cute, hehe. And his big brother is running an english ministry here in seoul so I’m planning to attend there soon. hehe. Oh, and I heard he’s going to visit Bay Area next week for some sort of concert for Koreans at Berkeley. i’m sure he’ll like there^^
It’s almost midnight here but I have no idea what time it is in California. God I miss you all so much. My boring town Moraga, JM, Campo, CKUMC, etc…I can’t put down all your names here caz I might miss someone and that person’s gonna be mad if he/she finds out, so yeah…but you all kno how much I miss you hehe. I love you everybody and I’ll try to update this more often now. God Bless

P.S) my new e-mail : kyungapr@hanmail.net

HIIIIIIIIIII everyone. I don't know if anyone's still visiting my blog. well... I tried to update my blog as often as i could(this is obviously a lie..hehe) honestly, i just don't have time to spend on this thing nemore, or maybe i don't have enough energy to make an effort on this.
I have a busy life here in korea. of course the main thing is studying. UGH. but you know what? i'm actually beginning to like living here. well..it can't be better than living in california, but it's not as bad as i thought it would be. oh, there's one bad thing. my english is getting worse and worse everyday. and Sam, i study in korean because i go to a public school. to go to a foreign language school you must have lived in a foreign country for more than five years, but i've lived in america for only about two years. so yea...i'm losing my english skills. hehe. what if i visit you guys sometime in the future, and i don't know how to speak english? omg..lol. that's gonna be so sad. ehhe.
I miss u guys so much. jen, i got your letters like a million years ago, but i didn't get around to write back. i'm so sry. i know i'm being such a lazybutt. but that doesn't mean i forgot about you. you are still my number one friend. ;-) i gtg. i'll try to update this frequently, but i can't guarantee..hehe. alrighty guys. have a great day and love ya all!!

hey, guys.
i'm FINALLY updating my blog. thanx for visiting my blog, everyone.
well...i don't know how to start off this thing anymore. hm...ok, i'll start with my school life. school's pretty fun. it starts at 8:30 so i can get 30 min of more sleep everyday. but we have to go to school on saturday also, so that sux. we have to wear this ugly uniform everyday. and our dresscode totally sux. we are not allowed to wear anything pretty. it's almost like a jail. but o well..what do u expect?
i met all my old friends, and i didn't recognize some of them caz they grew so much. hehe. l also made many new friends. AND i got a new crush. man. i've never really thought i would like a korean guy(like a REAL korean). i can't say he's cuter than gijoe, but yea....lol. but the problem is he already has a girl friend. well...i don't really care. i can still see him talk to him everyday.
our mid term finals are coming up. so i gotta study hecka hard. and guess what sux? my b-day is during the final. so i won't be able to do anything special. my mom promised me to buy me a cell if i do well on the final. so yea....i gotta go study. *sigh*
well...i miss everyone so much. maybe i could visit over the summer or something. that would be soooooooooooo great. haha. i really gotta go now. love ya all!
p.s) i'm alive again. ;-P

i'm alive!

hey guys.
long time no see(like 6days..haha)
i'm in korea right now...it feels so weird to be back here. i know a fob in korea doesn't sound too weird..but yea...i just can't believe i'm here. every day i wake up and i'm all like "hey, i gotta go to school today and turn in the bird project" but then i find out i'm not in california anymore and i already turned in the bird project. psh..hehe. yea...so i just got here last night...i met my grandparets and my relatives...but i couldn't see my grandma caz she's in the hospital. she's been staying there for like a year now. so sad..
so hawaii trip was fun. i went to this magic show one night, and i got to sing in front of like a million people(more like a hundred..haha) man...that was like the most embarrassing moment in my life. seriously. i didn't wanna go up there, but i had to caz the lady there was like draggin me. man...and then this other japanese guy volunteered to help the magician to do this card trick, but he didn't speak english at all..so the magician asked him if the card he was holding was the one he picked, and the japanese guy was like "hooooo" so the magician asked him what's a "hooooo" and he was like "number hooooo" lol...god..that was so funny. the only word he could speak in english were "yes", "no", "thank you", and "hooooo" lol...
man..i gotta go now. i don't think i would be able to update my blog for awhile caz it's gonna take some time to set up my computer and everything. so yea...bbai. everyone. don't miss me too much.haha love ya all!

DAMN!
this one word just expresses all my feelings... lol. aigo...i know i shouldn't say such a bad word..lol..yea..riight..hehe. no i'm serious. but i jsut had to say it today though. i dunno..everything seems so so so f***ed up. u know what the counseling office said today? they said i can't get full credit for this semester caz i didn't take finals yet. so they are just saying it's up to the teachers. wtf. seriously. i need my trascript and i need straight a's. bleh...other than that school was kina normal...i guess? haha...yea...except someone stole my lock this morning. i have no idea who it is, and i don't know how that person knew my combo. seriously. *sigh* nothing's going right. UGH god...i hate my life now. hehe. jk. i don't hate my life. i should be thankful. i'm just too mad and sad at this moment. i guess this is some sorta punishment for being such a horrible person...? i could've done better to everyone. *sigh* *more sigh* *even more sigh* so jen made me 2 collages. they are so cool. hehe. nb, em, pp, fish, etc..lol...i know u are all lost here. it's just some words btwn jen and me..hehe. god...i feel like crying again. i don't want to be too emotional, but i can't help it. gah....cheer me up ppl. hehe.
so i got some hw to do tonight. this is insane...heeh. and thanks to rach, i get to do this spanish skit tomorrow. so i gotta memorize that too...and i have to finish packing tonight. man...i am SO DAMN FREAKING BUSY! sry..lol. this is how much mad i am right now. i don't usually swear. u know right? hehe. i'm sure u do. so....this MIGHT be my last entry..haha...don't guarantee...so here's our lil plan(not lil actually...)
7th-last day of school, we are moving out of this house and spending the night at a hotel around sf airport.
8th-flying all the way to hawaii
8th~12th-hawaii tour(not very excited about that..i'm gonna be like crying in hawaii..lol)
12th or 13th-arrive in korea
i'm gonna spend about a week or two at my grandparents' house while our house is being remodeled. and then....schools in korea start in march..so i get to stay home and go to this place(hakwon) everday where everyone studies. bleh....i'll keep in touch. gonna miss u so much! and always remember, I LOVE YOU ALL!

aigo..my body is so tired right now. i've been packing all day. man...this is just not right. i feel so tired. ugh ugh.
so i went to longs to get some stuff with my mom. and guess who i met there? no, not MATT..lol. i met the moragans from church. i was like so surprised to see them there. i was like "uh....hi! how...did...you..guys...know...i was here?" lol. yea..i think that's what i said. i dunno. hehe. so they gave me this collage thing i was talking about this morning. i got it after all.. haha. i like it. thank u(those who worked on it) so much! i'll prolly hang it on the wall when i go to korea. haha. it has like pictures of people all over it. i'm glad they put lil grace's pic there. she's SOOOOOOOOOOO cute. omg. u have no idea how cute she is if u don't know her. hehe. so anyways...i was glad to see them there. it went so awkward though. my mom just standing there and all...but o well..at least i got to see jess for the last time. he left for school today. and..i'm gonna see brian, jono, and andy at school tomorrow(prolly...) but i still didn't see other people. MAN! grace park thought i already left or something. i dunno. several days ago, she sent me this email, and she was like "i miss u so much!" haha. yea..i miss u too, grace.(and the lil gracie too..haah) so...after i got back from longs, i started packing again. omg...i just realized how weak my mom was. she couldn't lift up this box that i lifted up very easily..:p she used to be like sooooo much stronger than me. i feel so sad. she's getting older and weaker. man...today wasn't a good day. everything is like so screwed. UGH
so..this might be my last entry in america.(prolly not.haha) i'm not sure though. this computer is going into the box soon(soon when? i have no clue! haha). i will try to leave it out here till the last minute, but..yea...sad! man. i really want to think positively about this whole moving thing. maybe i'll have fun studying hella hard in korea.lol u know...i try to think that God has a bigger plan for me there. or maybe i'll come to america again before i go to college or something. but i still feel so sad. like...everyone i know, everything i do here is not gonna be there anymore. i'm gonna miss everyone.... and tomorrow is gonna be my last day of school. i have to get there earlier so i could go to the office and get my trascript and everything. *sigh* i feel so sad, weak, and hopeless. hehe..if i'm making u feel depressing too, i'm so sry. just don't come to my blog next time..haha. alright. i think i'm gonna go now. bbai. everyone. love u all =)
ps) if i don't come online anymore, it means either i'm too busy packing or my internet service it down. hehe

hey guys.
i feel soo shitty now. man..man..man.. my mom is a pure evil. she asked me to help her packing in stead of going to church today. i mean it's the last day. i'm like never gonna see my church friends anymore now. GREAT so...it's around 12:30. i just wanna like get a ride from someone and go to church right now. bleh...u know what makes me feel worse? i jsut read andy kim's blog, and he was talking about how some people spent all night making this collage thing for me yesterday. great. i'm never gonna get to see that. i am so sorry guys. this is so sad. i hate packing. seriously. and u know what's even more great(greater?)? tomorrow is gonna be my last day of school. i'd rather die...this is just too much pain. seriously...i am so sad. today is like the saddest day in my entire life. i just wanna sit down and cry, but i gotta help my mom. i hate her so much right at this moment. it's not even funny. MAN. so..yea..church peeps, even though i didn't show up at church today and even though i didn't see that collage thing, i still love u guys. hehe. god...i never got chance to give christmas presents to some people(including misoo..haha). i know it's too late now. i got them before christmas and still haven't given them. so screwed...*sigh* man...ok. i'll stop. i was so mad, and this entry was just about my venting....i'm still sad. :*(